sometimes you know you're not fine and you're overwhelmed and you know you've failed and you just don't know what to do.

sometimes you reach the end of your rope.

sometimes you're hanging from the end of it.

I've forgotten how to use LJ

I spend too much time on tumblr ^-^;

I need a new tumblr name but don't know what to use =/

Title: One Time Too Many
Author: arashi_nana
Pairing: Hanchul
Rating: G
Genre: Angst (of some sort)
Summary: Hankyung decides that it's the last time Heechul will hurt him like this.
Notes: Drabble for the ever amazing ink_river10 whom I could never compare with. A paragraph of this was written in January 2010 and was meant to be part of a bigger fic that I never got around to writing.
Word Count: 539 Words

( Hankyung continued to stare at the elevator doors when Heechul stumbled into the hallway, frantically trying to pull his jeans on as he threw himself at the Chinese man. )

Title: Regret
Author: arashi_nana
Pairing: Zhou Mi centric, (QMi, Kyumin)
Rating: G
Genre: Angst
Summary: Somethings aren't better left unsaid.
Notes: Written for a Drabble Challenge on tumblr: Angst prompt (Character #7)
Word Count: 420 Words

( “Would you hate me if I was gay?” Kyuhyun’s voice was low and confused and it woke Zhou Mi up completely. )

I make it a goal to post at least ONE fic (oneshot, drabble, possibly even chaptered) a year.

I thought I already posted a fic for 2011. I apparently did not.

So before the year is over, I'm going to make my yearly post.
 

And I hate that.
I hate that I still feel that way.

.....  I haven't updated my userpics in forever.
All the ones I have now are from when I had a desktop computer.... that was a long time ago =/
I don't remember where half the pictures and icons I have now originally came from.


The things I think about at 5 in the morning...


And what is with LJ lately?
It lags worse than tumblr did when the tumbeasts attacked.
I miss those tumbeasts....